i am the oldest in my family and there only 2 sibling..my brother and me..people will say 'sikitnye'..
tapi aku pasrah dan redha dengan ketentuan-Nya sebab setiap segala yg berlaku ada hikmah di sebaliknya yang kite sendiri tak tahu melainkan dengan izin ALLAH.. sebenarnye antara aku dgn adek aku ade 2 org yg dah kembali ke rahmatullah..(al-fatihah) due2x perempuan..dan dlm bhs kampung, biasenye org biasa cakap dgn istilah 'simpan' yg same maksud dgn gugur..tak silap adek num 2 namanya fatimah dan 3rd,izzati..
fatimah ni lahir dah cukup bulan, dah kelua menyedut udara bumi pon, tp syg tak lama..jiran rumah, 'wan rgah' yang cerita balik dekat aku,die cakap adek 2nd aku ni cantik sangat even baby lg, dgn hidung mancungnye.. :) (i'm guess she must be beautiful than me right now if she still alive) dan wan ni jugak cakap selepas kematian adik aku ni mak aku terus simpan semua brg baby mase tu..yelaa..sape tak sedih kan.. even aku yg tak ingat dan tak rase ape2x pon mase tu still terase kesedihan tu sampai bila-bila... :( dan my 3rd sister died in my mum's stomach/belly and maybe she 6 month at that time..both of my sister died because of my mother illness which is high blood pressure..but i know that this is only the reason..because ajal,maut,jodoh,rezeki semua tu kuasa ALLAH dan i'm happy for my mother because she have 2 daughter waiting for her at heaven :) insyaALLAH and my 4th brother is 6 year younger than me.. it is a big gap but for me i didn't care as he's only my sibling and i love him very much as well as my parent.. saranghae <3
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